Tuesday, March 31, 2009

The Holy Body

My mom said that I am a woman.
But I think I’m not yet a woman.

I was a little young girl when my father left us. It was a nice day as usual, without rain or black clouds. The sun was shiny and the sky was blue. It happened so fast that I thought it was a daydream. When I opened my eyes, I saw my mom stood firmly in front of her bedroom, sobbed.

lifebouy hijau dan lilin biru

setelah orgasme malam ini
saya seperti melesak ke dalam bejana-bejana bulat berukuran tiga puluh kasta
yang melalui dinding-dinding usus saya
tak tahu ada lilin lonjong biru berpendarpendur
menggelitik angin
dan bunyi gerimis kabut pagi
ah, saya termelekat dalam gelap yang rasa rerasa
sudah...
cukup empat puluh empat kali kelojotan dalam selaput-selaput lendirku
ahhhh.....
kehangatan yang meracun....

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